My Fake Smile
To my vlog, You're the greatest listener in my life. Recently, I've been feeling as if my life is empty. As if it's blank and hopeless. Even though it's like that, I smile everyday hoping that no one would notice what I truly feel. I don't want to be a burden to other people so I just keep it in and wish that it goes away. I know it's wrong but what can I do? I'm still scared to open up and I don't want to bother other people. It feels like all my positive thinking is going to waste. My smiles are only my facade. It is no longer helping me. I don't know if it's because of my depression. I don't want to tell anyone. They won't listen to me. They will listen to reply not to understand. All I can do is smile all day. Smile as if i'm the happiest person on earth. Smile as if I have no problems in life. Smile even if it hurts. The only thing that's left which is good is my smile because it can make other people happy but not me. My ...